Some things in life we don’t care to do…sometimes life is discouraging. However, if we embrace things in a positive way…it does not change the situation, but helps us appreciate the situation.
I find myself on a new path…but I have to say I’m seeing things happening in a new light. It’s also enabling my passions to be fulfilled as well. Right now I continue to watch how it all unfolds.
Last week I went on an adventure to bring in 47….and as always…circumstances brought disappointment when I returned home…but really..:the disappointment has now disappeared and I’m excited about the changes.
Sometimes we have to climb big mountains…and sometimes what seems like debilitating news…turns into something that was meant to be. That will allow everyone to be happier and more successful and will bring peace and contentment.
Life presents challenges constantly. What I keep trying to find…seems to be constantly at a distance. This has made me pause and wonder…if perhaps that challenge kept presenting itself because I was supposed to take it over. I sometimes feel like I get things that are being almost beaten into my head before I realiZe what task I was meant to do.
I, no matter how old I get..seem to still pout and moan. My comfort zone is the sidelines. My happy place is watching quietly. I don’t always want to be in the limelight. Last night we watched a silly movie…but this one phrase kept sticking with me. “Do you feel this overwhelming sadness everyday. You feel it because you aren’t living to your true potential.”
It’s safer to sit on the sidelines….but my business needs me. It’s more comfortable not be laughed at, instead of being a great big fat clown who has to be in the spotlight…because a quiet clown is a weird clown…and no one likes that. It’s easier to go to church to listen and sing with the music, rather than actually playing in front of people. It’s easier to not visit retirement homes, and places that need joy. It’s easier to just do what we do for our families and shut the rest of the world out…but I cannot. I’m not happy when I just sit on the sidelines…my comfort zone is not my happy zone.
I have learned that sometimes I have to wait and be patient . That I can’t make opportunities happen. I have found that usually the opportunities seem to be even better and bigger than I imagined, if I just let things take care of themselves.
For now, I wait…I have let people know of the opportunities…and a few fun things are headed my way. Now to let God control the new things headed my way.
The Reluctant Red Nose 