Shine

The world is chaotic…life feels very much at times that I am in a fighting ring for which I have not been trained. I am tired…but for whatever reason I keep getting back up. Sometimes I feel like I should be a fictional character in a movie yelling at the fighter to just lay down…and stay down! Sometimes, I just want to stay down…and never get back up.

I should be done decorating my house but I seem to be in slow motion….going through the motions…feeling like I am walking in water. I want to run but I can’t…

I want to sit in my couch with my fluffy blanket and drink hot chocolate and forget about my problems. I don’t want to pay bills, get my oil changed…be responsible ….I don’t care anymore.

I am tired of bad and hard news…I am sick of sadness and pain…but here we go.

Tomorrow is a new day….lets go!